Trust love. This was my mantra as I sat in meditation two nights ago during my 9th ayahuasca ceremony. As I looked around the temple surrounded by 14 other courageous spirits prepped and ready for the light journey ahead I was flooded with immense knowing. A knowing from every cell and the depth of my heart, that I was on the right path, in the right place, at the perfect time.

As their bright eyes gazed back into mine I could sense their anticipation, excitement and fear of the unknown. They had flown from far reaches of the globe to be here in Costa Rica, surrounded by the rainforest, in a hand built bamboo temple, to shed layers of their emotional baggage, awaken to higher levels of consciousness, and connect to the source energy of the universe.

As a space holder for the group I sync into a deep deep mediation focusing on my breath and mantra about 30 mins before the ceremony begins and do my best to maintain it throughout the night. As the medicine intensifies within me and everyone I continue to send and receive love and light from my heart.

This ceremony was far far more powerful than all of my previous experiences. I was taken to what felt like another dimension. A complete oneness. Oneness with the universe, where there is no mind and body. For three hours I left my physical reality on Earth and was immersed in a technicolor collage of the web of light that makes up our universe. I could physically feel the people around me, my connection to the Earth, and occasionally see the people supporting me as my body received immense downloads from the stars.

I allowed myself to receive and let go fully. My ability to repeat my mantra vanished. I was receiving light language, no words. Every time I tried to understand what was happening and fight with my ego I had to let go, trust and feel the love pouring through.

Then my eyes began to focus, the Earth became more concrete and I got up to purge in the leaves. The physical purge is a representation for the spiritual and emotional cleanse that’s happening. The crystal clear peace, joy and clarity that washed over me afterward was unfathomable bliss and beauty.
To be continued…

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